Serendipity

On the road to my destiny I met you in serendipity,
We walked the road together with a promise to live forever,


Storms and hurricane, despair and disdain 
We held each other with care and shared the pain


The catastrophe passed away leaving the shambles behind
We looked at each other with the feeling that binds 
our souls and life.


Soon a witchcraft clouted my mind 
I changed and I became blind
of your existence and went on a ride
Leaving you behind in the wild


Soon I realized the trick that blinded me
I left you alone to suffer the misery
Of my wrath and insanity


I fought with the evil 
With all your love and will
To soon realize that you had gone away 
Where there was only darkness in the alley


I saw your silhouette and called out loud
I chased the figure 
And screamed aloud 


Soon I realized you have lost my identity
All you had was the memory of serendipity
I sobbed, I cried  but you had erased the memory
Of our love and our serenity
Of the moments we lived together
our hearts beat and cheered with eager


You walked away to find a new memory 
Leaving me behind in the misery
Of memories and moments 
I wish I could erase them forever
and start my journey with a fervor.....

Beauty of darkness

Ever since I learnt fear
It was always close and near
Ever since I saw light
My life was illuminated and bright
Ever since I know darkness 
It has always been calm and harmless
Of that I realize that the most beautiful moments
occur when its dark.
Imagine the world without darkness
Stars would never be reckoned as beautiful shiny diamonds.
Sunrise will never be pleasant,
and the joy of a ray in absolute darkness will lose its importance.
So embrace darkness as that gives you a soul to appreciate the light thereafter...

STUMBLED

While I wander around in my dreams

How real they may seem

Tearing me apart

The fear imparts, within my soul

I hear, I feel the lurk within

I stumble through my memories

Searching every corner.

I know the address I know the place...

From where the fear instills...

Stumbling further in the grind

I see all the lanes left behind

I find the reason of this fear and pain

The pain seems to be more familiar and closer

It originates from the disdain 

That the world renowned me with

Stumbling may not be just coincidental

But had enough reasons to take back 

In the times I greeted this pain and fear

Which once seemed to be dear

But the feeling was not the same anymore

It was filled with regret and remorse

I stumbled again and rolled into an alley

Where I could find my lost solace

The reason of my fear 

and the result of my sheer ignorance.

I embraced it with a smile

Shed tears for a while

I woke up enlightened

With all my questions answered

Now no more I stumble in my dream

Coz I live my every moment like a stream

Which awaits for the moment to meet the river

Entwine in it and wash away all its fear... 

Lurking Within...

Through the shambles of broken dream...
I stroll around to find
I look into the lake and study its gleam,
it looks back and smiles and smirks at me...
It knows the answer of my questions
Knows every little notation of my shattered tune
destination and its path
Knows the invisible wrath
that somehow flows down and amalgamates and entwines in its every drop...
The unanswered flows between us and then he sends ripples through him and in me as well...
As he dusts away the accumulated spoils over his surface and reminds me that life is all about carrying the spoils on your back,
but not allowing it to dissolve in oneself and change its nature...
I got answers to my all questions, today i might not be the lake but have learnt to let away the spoils and retain my true self...